Friday, January 21, 2011

stoned.













I push you away because I’m only trying to protect myself. It’s not like I want to though.






Just because someone flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you.
Just because
someone likes you, doesn’t mean they want to date you.
Just because
someone dates you, doesn’t mean they love you.
Just because
someone loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.
The feeling when something hurts so much that you can literally feel it in your chest. Those are the ones we don’t forget.
The reality of the matter.
Have you ever been hurt? Do you know the difference? Not being able to sleep and not eating are just the basics. Sleeping, but waking up is torture. Because you don’t know how to separate from someone you loved. You can’t tell anyone else. You’re afraid that they’ll think of them badly. And so, you cry all by yourself. We’re over, we’re finished. But only memories of good times and love pop up. The more and more you try to erase them, the longer the days get. So it’s like your breaking up with them for 365 days. But the thing that hurts the most, is that I don’t think they’re even thinking about me. I’m doing this by myself. That person has already forgotten all about me, and is now happy. You really wish you were dead but you don’t have the courage, all because you’re afraid you won’t ever get to see him again.

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