god i have the worst insecurity lately. and about leaving. or being left.
im making everyone promise to still be here. and im sure they will eventually be tired of it.
"do you think id be a funny pothead?"
At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
That terrifying moment when you realize you’re starting to get attached to someone.