The only reasons I don’t want to talk to you anymoreis because I don’t want to lose you; I don’t want to say something wrong and lose you forever. I don’t want to see you hate me. And I want to love you forever, hold you forever, hide in your arms forever. Because you make me feel protected from everything. Because even though you’re the one who hurt me, seeing you smile makes me happy. I hate having an idealized version of love, but everything you do seems ideal to me. It really does even though I know it’s not. You’re far from perfect, but you’re everything I’m scared of losing. And you’re everything I’ve always wanted.