Thursday, February 17, 2011

confessions, apologies, and facts.

 1. i'm sorry for getting upset over the tiniest of things.
 2. i wish everyone saw me for who i really am
3. i may not be the best friend in the world, but when you need me, i'll always be there.
4. i'm sorry i can't make up my mind.
5. we fight all the time, and bitch each other out. but i know that at the end of the day, you'll always be there.
6. i sometimes dream about being miley cyrus or megan fox, because everyone knows they're beautiful.
7. seven things i hate about you.
8. i hate the way other girls look at you.
9. i hate the way they look at me.
10. i hate listening to modest mouse.
 11. i hate your always right thing..
12. i hate our fake friends in the group.
13. i hate the way you pause before you answer.
14. i hate that the most.
15. i know "hate" is strong word. i know. because hitler used hate against the jews. i know that. and i h a t e using that word.
16. i'm still growing.
17. i really don't like the "n" word.
18. stuffed manicotti. check that shit out.
19. i'm sorry for not giving you the chance you deserved.
20. i hate you. and you know who you are.
 21. i want an iphone with all my heart.
 22. i've never been anybodies. i have a free spirit.
23. i wish we could stay at elementary forever. that shit was the best!
24. one tree hill was thee most amazing show in the world.
 25. i'm sorry for being mean sometimes when your always nice to me.
 26. i'm sorry for letting him ruin me.
27. i wish i was a little prettier.
28. my middle name is marie.
29. i like fashion alot.
30. i've always been horrible at lying. so i dont do it.
31. my grammer and spelling isn't always as good as it is now .
32. i have an obsession with writing.
33. the worlds gonna blow up in 2012. period.
34. i think its stupid when pretty girls call themselves ugly to get attention.
35. i remember that day like it was yesterday. 12/25/10.
36. i wish my hair was long again.
37. i also wish i was married.
38. i'm sorry you dont talk to me anymore.
39. i hate how i can't please you no matter what i do.
40. i hate you, actually thats a lie. i hate myself. i'll never be good enough for you.
41. everyone will always be prettier.
42. i like to believe that i dont care what people think, but thats all i think about.
43. if you really knew me...youd cry when you hear how i think of things.
44. no ones ever really there for me
45. but maybe its because i make them think that i dont need them.
46. i want bleach blonde hair and tan skin sometimes.
47. i'm sorry for not being strong enough or good enough.
48. i really love glasses.
50. everyone has the same fear,the fear of being alone.
51. nobody puts me down as much as you do.
52. i act tough, but with every word you say,i'm breaking on the inside
53. i only hate you because your pretty.
54. i wish when i hung out with you i felt just as confident as you feel.
55. my friends are bitches, they dont get me.
56. this entire time i've been thinking of something good to say about myself.
57. i've never thought of a life without you. but nowi know i should have been grateful for everyday with you.
58. facebook is annoying now.
59. i wish i could sing.
60. actually i wish i could do something important.
61. the beggining of tarzan, when its dark and sad, and theres a tiger wanting to eat tarzan. makes me cry.
62. i wish i could say more truthful stuff, personal stuff. but i know people who know about this site. and i dont want them to know
63. sometimes i get so fed up, i can't even look at myself
64. some people think it may be easy being me, just stand still and look prettyy . < love. those. lyrics.
65. i'm 5'2"
67. i kind of want to say i'm sorry, but I want you to say it first
68. i don't have the slightest clue about what I want to do with my life but I am one hundred percent sure on what I know I don't want to do
69. i wish i had someone.
70. i wish my aunt was proud of me.
 71. i'm sorry but i will never be , who you want me to be.
72. i never said i didnt need you.
73. my hair can't be tamed.
74. i wanna be recognized for the good i do in the world.
75. some days i just like to swing, i like to sit on a swing and let go of everything. my regrets that haunt me, my fears that hold me back and the dreams that would come true. i let go of it all, and swing.
76. i feel this exact same way when i'm on a bike going really fast. because all you really think of is the wind blowing threw your hair, you don't think.
77. i forgive and i forget..usually.
78. i'm sorry for taking you for granted.
79. " you're the best thing thats ever been mine" LOL jk.i have no body.
80. your so damn fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. jsyk.
81. maybe i should go to college now.
82. sweetie, the best part of you was never him.
83. i say shit i dont mean alot, but you hun have to build a bridge and get over it and stop being such a whiney two faced bitch, sounds good?thanks.
84. it's okay that you don't want me, really its okay.your not the first, and sure as hell not the last.
85. in this weird, twisted way i know you miss me. not because i want to believe it; but because you know you'll never find a girl that will put up with you like i did.
86. you're not oaky, and theres nothing wrong with saying so. you dont always have to say "i'm fine". you can tell people you trust that you're not okay. but if you don't trust anyone, then who are you going to tell?
87. it's not all that bad being alone. sometimes..
88. what is love?
89. i'm sorry, but the idea of you, was way better than you.
 90. LOL jk i don't care what you think.
91. i wish summer was endless.
92. lockitdown. check it out.
93. i'm livin life one day at a time.
94. i miss making forts in the backyard with my little brother.
95. i miss summer in the90's. i miss the smell of summer, and freedom, forgetting completly that your life was horrible in winter.
96. i wanna live like music. i wanna live like a good song, a song that no one will ever forget. 97. i'm sorry for the walls i built.
98. i'd appreciate it if you left your slutty-ness at you're corner, you hoe.
99. i got ninety-nine problems, and they all bitches.
100. i don't like people who are fake around me.
101. i'm in love..
102. my front tooth goes over the other one..just a bit. i want fucking braces.
103. i wish i was more outgoing to people i just met.
104. i'm sorry we didnt talk for 2's my biggest regret.
105. my biggest weakness is monsters.
106. i usually look past what people say about others, and get to know them myself. then realizing there just as awful as everyone says
107. i wish i was as confident as other people.
108. i used to talk too much shit.
109. you're looking like a tool not a baller,you're acting like a slut why bother?
110. i want a dog and  his name will be jeffrey and i will love him so much.
111. i guess it's over due, but im over you.
112. don't get me wrong being with someone is probably awesome, i just don't have anyone and probably never will.
113. i just really want to be worth the fight.
114. i know i sort of pushed you away. but even if i hadn't ,i doubt you would have stayed. 115. my heart can't take this anymore.
116. i'm so sick of everyone.
117. i want you to know this because your one of the only people who has every really been just like me, i know your hurting. i know its hard and its really tough.and i mean really tough.but i dont want you to hide that pain.
118. guys should think girls are pretty on the inside.
119. i honestly can'twait for summer.
120. good is just a word we use to hide what we're really feeling.
121. i have friends, hell i have alot. but i feel so lonely most of the time, because nobody is ever there.
122. you could do much better than me.
123. the future is yours kid.
124. loves not a weapon. yea it pushes you around, and it usually takes your heart , throws it to the ground and stumps on it. but it has good morals and good intentions. its just getting you ready for the fight. love helps us survive.
125. somedays i dont feel like trying and i just wanna give up.
126. Eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe
127. i should have given up on you.. a long time ago, i should've yelled crew you. because you treat me like shit. but i stuck with you.  and i hate myself for it, i just wanna be over, with you and all this, i wanna give up so bad.
128. i miss elementary school, just colouring with no purpose, learning new things that youve never known. but now you have to do things for a purpose , and that purpose is your future and now everything youre learning is just advanced. and it sucks.
129. miss you.
130. second chances matter.
131. i'm sorry for being myself.

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