Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with

trn. oh the things i could say. haha heres a list of a few effed up things weve done;;
-make hershey cake. lol fail!
-racin in the streets! rice!
-flip fourwheelers && 3wheelers.
-rip up carpets!
-hmtm news. lmfao
-make honda walls!
-discussions on life, and our future together. <3

Day 10: Something you're afraid of

aghh. me afraid? pfft.
no to be more serious..
im afraid ill die alone. with noone there at the end. im afraid ill push everyone out of my life til theres noone left. im afraid ill push him away and im scared he wont think about me when im not around. im afraid im going to lose everyone. and no matter how hard i fight i wont be able to get them to stay.
im afraid nooone will ever understand me. im afraid ill always have to write it down or share it with all motor bc hes the only one who listens and keeps every one of my deepest darkest secrets.
im afraid the drama will never go away. im afraid my family will dwindle down to 2. im afraid i will never marry, or have kids. im afraid of spiders. im afraid of big crowds. im afraid of dark creepy rooms.