i am not looking foreward to christmas.
not because i probably wont get any presents.
but because im just not in a very christmas mood.
idek. i like to observe others christmas's and see how they celebrate it.
my family likes to go to midnight mass, then open presents.
i have yet to meet any one else like that yet.
weve been doing it since i was really little, and its bc my grandmother is a devout catholic.
even though she seems to forget sometimes. lol
i dont have much of a family, maybe thats why i dont like it so much anymore.
but despite my feelings about it, its still time to spend with them.
i owe them all so much.
the least i can do is spend time with them.
im like the grinch of christmas.
im just not into the whole stealing presents thing.
im thinking about dying it all dark brown.
i just cut my bangs last night and i might need to go a little shorter.
i wont know til i straighten them today.
my sister is going to pierce my monroe.
hopefully before christmas.
in 4 days itll be me and trav's 3 months.
my playlist lately has the following:
1. sparks the rescue
2. a day to remember
3. the maine
4. red jumpsuit apparatus
5. T. Mills
6. Nicki minaj - pink friday
7. lil Wayne- I am not a human being
8. Gucci mane