bored and hungry.

it rains; i blog

you only live once. stop waiting and make it happen already. you do what you want, and fuck the rest.

i wanna do this

  

i love this pic i cant help it lmfao.

 i feel annoying. i feel forgotten. like honestly no one really cares about me anymore. my best friend i never get to see anymore, the rest of my best friends i feel like they’ve all just found that someone they’re closest with and im just here with no one. i want to get out of this place now more than ever but i have no where or one to run too. i let things eat me up inside because i feel like a attention seeking drama queen if i talk about it all. im drowing myself i just want to go bed and stay there forever

 

1.Name: Steff
2.Gender: Female.
3.Height: 5' 2
4.Age: 21
5.Eye Color: grey/blue/green/yellow
6.Hair Color: Dark brown
7.Virgin?: sure thing boss ;]
8.Smoking?: Nopee
9.Drinking?: of course
10.Drugs? Well I'm starting to think I might get into them :$
11.Sexual Orientation: Straight
12.Job: I need one.
13.Education Level: 12th
14.Favourite Sport: Surfing, skating, racing
15.Favourite Colour: Orange and yellow
16.Siblings: 1 older sissy and 1 younger bro
17.Tattoos?: tons!!
18.Piercings?: ears, lip and wanna do my nose(:
19.Religion?: Catholic
20.Perfect date?: Dinner, coffee, bike riding..

21.Hobbies?: surfing, skating, drawing, writing music, dancing,listening to music..

its fukn raining.

how fukn smart.

 

HAVE FUN BEING MARRIED TO SATAN!

The moment i realize its 9 am!

Hi, i would like you in my tummy plzz(:

This goes off everyday, i swear to you.

I wanna learn how to make this.

That insanity is sure insane.

7028.) I tell people I don’t like him anymore. I tell myself I don’t like him anymore. But when I lost him, my heart began to feel this unbearable pain. Was it love? Was it lust? Or was it just losing something I’d been longing for, someone who showed care, understanding, and love? This disconnection is making me lonely. I wish things could go back to the way they used to be.

 

If some lives form a perfect circle, other take shape in ways we cannot predict or always understand. Loss has been part of my journey. But it has also shown me what is precious. So has love for which I can only be grateful.

- Message in a Bottle.

 

I cannot believe its been a month. a month since the worst two things couldve happened at the same time. a month of nothing but a blur. a month of starting over relationship wise, and never moving foreward friendship wise. a month of a million memories, a month of a billion tears. the first month of 2k11 has been the hardest. and i know its only going to get harder. i know this, and yet i feel theres no way imaginable to prepare for it. and god im so scared to forget anything, im so scared to let go.