im begging you.

please dont leave me.
i NEED you.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 15: Bible verse
Angel of God, My Guardian Dear
            to whom God's love commits me here.
            Ever this day be at my side
            to light and guard and rule and guide.
            Amen.

Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed?

last year.

this year.




Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

zack. you will forever be my guardian angel. i miss you so much! 12.28.88-12.25.10 RIP

Day 13: Goals

1. get tickets paid and get my license back.
2. be a little nicer.
3. never forget him.



Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

jc.

Day 12: Something you don't leave the house without

my purse! i could never go anywhere without my big purse. it has everything i could possibly need in it.

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

roscoe <3

If i die young.

around 3 yesterday i recieved the information that changed my life forever.
a very close friend of mine passed away around one yesterday afternoon.
in a motorcycle accident, he hit the guardrail and the news report said he passed away at the scene.
3 days shy of his 22nd birthday.
so im dedicating this blog, and everyday of the rest of my life to him.
i can see him telling everyone to not be sad! he was the life of the party, and a true friend. he had this way of making everyone so happy around him.




























he was an amazing person, and an awesome friend to have. i have been given the priviledge of knowing and loving a human being who truelly touched my soul and heart. i will never forget zack and al the fun times weve had together. all the things he helped me through, crazy nights, countless four lokos. crazy conversations.














its so hard to believe stilll. i will never let his memory die.
RIP zackkyyy i always have and always will love you!
see you again someday(:

Happy Birthday Jesus.

its christmas!
last night we went to travs gmas, then home, then to my gmas.
we didnt get done til 3.
went to ihop and had christmas breakfast.

by far this is the best christmas ever.
for material things i got;;
an ebook, 100$ gift card, viva la juicy, jewerly, scarf & hat, a leather jacket, jammies, sweater dress, and a purple sweater.
im satisfied.
and non material gain i got the love of my life, and great family. and amazing friends.
its been a great ending to a horrible and trying year.
time for a new year and new things(:
im excited to start this year with an amazing guy, and my family by my side.
hopefully this year i can get my tickets paid!
we shall see(:
anyways merry christmas everyone. happy kwanza, and haunaka!

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

i HATE whistling! cause i cant whistle like everyone else.

procrastination. i hate it. cause i try not to do it.

but i do LOVE my haters(: